I need my ass kicked

[mommabenz]

I've been bad. I think I'm just gonna give up & get fatter.
I have ZERO self-disaplin (fuck I can't spell on 2 hrs sleep).
Tried the diet stuff... didn't make myself stick to it. Honestly didn't want to kuz damn it I LOVE food. I love junk food & yea I eat healthy stuff too.. but I give up on the diet stuff. My body thrives on junk.
Tried doin the P90X (which I loved for a while) but then I got too tired to do it during the day & too busy to do it at night.
I think I'm just going to win the lottery & hire a personal trainer to come kick my ass into shape everyday.

I have reverted back to doin the things I did when I was a skinny chick in HS. I'm working in a place where manual labor is a must. I'm chasing kids around & lifting them. Danceing in my living room, sometimes alone, sometimes with my kids LOL. (For me its fun, its exercise & I am dont get too sweaty too fast.) So I guess in a way I'm working out again. I know I could shed some fat faster if I was gettin laid. But well thats not happening anytime soon

So yea there is my confession. I think once I get a real job & all that jazz I'll join a gym where the trainer is included (TNT here in town is awesome BTW, Rev). But then I'll need someone to watch the kids n all that blah blah blah. I am a bad procrastinator. Someone come kick my ass & get me movin!

[hackskii]

I just bought this stuff for myself. I am going to give it a shot as I do tend to overfeed at home after work.


ChemOne Research

Product Category: Endocannabinoid Receptor Blocker
Product: Rimonabant
Price: $85.00

Manufacturer: ChemOne Research



Rimonobant is a selective CB1-cannabinoid receptor antagonist. It is an appetite suppressant. As Cannabinoids trigger hunger, the rationale is that by blocking the receptor in the hypothalamus, it will reduce hunger.

Studies have shown that 20mgs taken for 1 year showed dramatic reductions in body weight and waist circumference. Participants in the study also had improved Insulin resistance and gGlucose tolerance, along with lowered Triglyceride levels.

It should be noted, even for research, that there have been side effects with the use of this drug. Nausea and depression are noted, as well as some cases of major depression.

[mommabenz]

Originally Posted by hackskii

ChemOne Research

... the rationale is that by blocking the receptor in the hypothalamus, it will reduce hunger....

It should be noted, even for research, that there have been side effects with the use of this drug. Nausea and depression are noted, as well as some cases of major depression.

My thing isnt over eating. I go days where I eat nothing just b/c I don't get hungry or nothing sounds good. Then I go a few days where I pretty much eat anything & everything in front of me. Plus my blood sugar is weird. It randomly bottoms out or shoots up (Dr.s dunno wtf is up w/ it & its not diet related. They checked.) My body fluctuates like I'm 2 different ppl LOL.
Its probably b/c I'm borderline diabetic & my metabolism fluctuates like crazy.

Yeah... I have Borderline Personality Disorder which includes manic depression & suicidal tendancies when it gets out of control.... I don't think takeing that would be such a good idea.

Has anyone else noticed that a lot of the supps & stuff are prone to make you depressed or really bitchy? I'm already depressed & a Bitch when provoked. Its another reason I'm going natural, though I'm lazy & wouldn't mind cheating some-what LOL. If only I'd make myself stick to it!

But thanks for the tip on it though man. If I wasnt so damn screwed up genetically & mentally I'd prolly get some of that. Might be something for Rev. to look into though

[Neezy315]

I find a workout partner who will talk sh!t if I slack does wonders....lol

[hackskii]

Well, when I have more time I can help you with your blood sugar problem, I know how to eat and what to eat and not to spike or not to spike blood sugars.

Yah, remember many fat people have depression, so when they do a study on fat people and suggest depression, it may or may not be the casee.
But in your case I would not use that product.
I will get mine in a day or so.
I smoke weed and overfeed, this is my problem.
This might be perfect.
Seems people stop smoking on it too.

[mommabenz]

Weed.. those were the days. I bet Id get nice n rested if I got stoned again. Or as we call it down here in the dirty south 'Burning the Couch' LMAO <--my stoned stuper *sigh* I'd be less stressed out too. But no couch burnin if I'm gonna be a cop *lonely tear drop*

[martiniman]

You can do it!!!!! I had the same problem with the junk food.... have you tried substituting fruits , veggies & nuts....... It is hard at first but with just a little time i did it... I still drink soda too much but I have almost completely given up alcohol,,,,.. I can't beleive it but I swear it is true..I have only smoked weed 1 time in almost 2yrs.... I have been clean of all others for 2 yrs... just start with babysteps and you can do it.... we are here to help ya out .....you go girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cheers,Brian